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终于考完了！一切听天由命吧~ 昨晚只睡几个小时，早上还晃晃的。不知怎么的，回到hometown 都还不想睡。是过度累，还是兴奋？我也不知也。。。。。。这两个星期的假期，本小姐想好好在家休息，然后到槟城找朋友。要是老板call 我做工我也愿意的，但不要今天啦。好让我休息休息~+等老板call。。但是我现在已经不知有什么东西可以做！闷哦。。。不！应该说休闲才对！我应该要好好利用休闲的这几天，做我喜欢做的事！还有应该开始减肥了！hehe...还有我也必须在这假期内决定年底该在哪training。下学期一开学就要交上resume和公司的detail。目前为止，我心里有三个选择：northcroft，回旧公司，jurukos。。。这问题从还没考试就烦到现在。之前一直用‘考试’这借口来逃避这问题，现在也是时候做决定了。。。

现在‘他’要考试了.什么事要做决定的，等到考完试再想吧！还有不要再乱想些有的没的，好想忧郁症那样。不要影响考试！最后一个学期了，加油哦！:-)

难熬

两张，还有两张而已！今天的quantitative 。。。嗨。。。。做不完。这科最令我头疼。一课有两个formula.每个步骤都要解释，而且长得不得了。两个小时半！fully uitilised this 2 and half hour!!我的手没停过，看了题目，连多想的机会都没有， 就要开始写。六题选五题，我只答了4题。没做的那题有20分那么多。。怎么utar 的老师都那么变态！没试试自己能否在限定的时间内完成，就乱出题！变态！考了三科，有两科都是没停过笔。 这几天练习，又要快又要准！右手的肌肉有点紧绷的感觉。

过后的两张是 econ& prefessional practice 在7/5 & 12/5。嗨。。。又是背！背！背！今天可要好好休息。这几天不够睡，偏头痛又来了+经期+风膜。。。真难熬！

终觉得在这里的考试都好痛苦。以前在taylors 都不会这样。。。以前，超过12 点入睡的机会很少（也许没那么压力+ 和姑姑一起住，迁就她睡觉的时间）。考试时， 更不会熬夜！ 怎么在这里终是那么压力？常熬夜！！

我要好好利用这5 天来休息+ 背书！但是烦恼的偏头痛+风膜+经痛缠着我！在这个关头，我要比一般人更坚强、更有耐力！这些日子很快就熬过。。。

过了一张。。。

闷在家一星期准备考试，背书背到快疯了。（这学期好多科背的）这星期除了吃喝、冲凉、睡觉，大部分的时间都坐着读书。臀部越来越大、腰越来越粗、脸越来越圆。真是不能接受，不想见人！又压力又没时间念书。。。 :(

熬了一星期，终于开始上“战场” 了。今天刚考了第一张， tips 蛮准的！只是不够时间让我写。我的手足足两小时没停过。。。停笔后，肌肉拉着，超酸痛的！

明天是第二张paper。是measurement on civil work.希望能把它做完。过了明天，还有三张！ 加油吧！

这考试的代价可多了。。。变肥（没美食）、没娱乐、没运动，风膜不会好！算了算，这风膜也缠了我一个月。看过中西医、更打了针，真么都不会好！超痛苦，痒得我不能入睡！谁人能介绍我一些秘方来解决这问题？

Finally....

I had very busy for last month, stressful, not enough sleep, sick often, etc. Finally I have completed all the assignments, tests and presentations. That’s time for me to start for preparation of final exam. I’ve been in UTAR for almost 1 year. Time flies, I had gone through 3 semesters (but I still not used to the ‘culture’ here). The time to meet my buddies is near and near. In this period we are having different life, doing different things at different place. HE also finally starts to prepare the work and travel program. Everything from dreaming, planning, till now, applies passport, visa, and pay the fees…all the things are on track now. What I can do now is support him, help him to do some research, buy some necessary stuff. Is only half year, I always remind myself about this. Actually is a short time, but we never separate for more than 1 months. I used to the meet him every week, go back to hometown together, and take dinner together. He will bring me to see doctor when I sick, buy me medicine every month, repair my pc, help me to do housework and etc……All these thing I can do myself actually, but I too rely on him. I think is time for me to be more independence. Don’t worry, I can do it. Time past very soon, by the time I also busy for my study and training. I will study and work hard. I hope that after this program, HE will more mature and let go what he persist and insist with. And hope that HE can enjoy there and get what he wants.

“I will always support you’’

好忙、好累 busy march~

这个三月几乎每个星期都有东西赶。不是submission 就是test。 这星期的test 和presentataion刚过，就要准备下星期的test。 想到就觉得累。。。好多功课等着我去做，但就是懒懒散散的，没心情的。到底搞什么？

这阵子不知怎么的，老是睡不好。一盖上眼睛，满脑子都是烦人的assignment、test、presentation。是否太压力了？ :(

有时在想，到底读书好，还是工作好？怎么两样都压力呢？说起工作，公司有位女同事辞职的蛮突然，巧的是她尽然到莉宝公司去。怎么这行那么小？应该说世界真小才对！在这行，要是做得得不好，去到哪家公司大家只要八卦八卦，大家还是一样会知道。也许是初来报道， 大家都不认识她吧？多相处、多聊天，应该会对她改变吧。希望她在那儿的人缘会变好。刚到新公司被人杯葛很可怜。（aiya,怎么会把话题扯到这儿?真八卦。。。hehe。人家人缘好不好管我什么事？莫名其妙的)

Hai..还是勤劳点，做好自己的功课吧！！

22 岁了！

今年的生日没有taylors' buddies 和我庆祝，真的有点不习惯，令我好想念他们！（往年的生日都会和他们去吃好的)。倒霉的是本小姐在今年的生日病了。幸好当天吃过药，没那么严重。但是这几天却严重了。喉咙超痛，舌头两旁长了白点； 咀嚼时超痛！就连吞口水、喝水都难。。。好痛苦！今天看了第二次医生，希望快点康复，下星期本小姐还有test &presentation!

说回生日那天。。。。。。那天，原本以为只有我们三位（taylors gal) + 三位penang 的 去唱K， 而其他4位penang的却有别的约会。 怎知，一进到K房，那4位penang的尽然在里面！这惊喜还蛮大！感动又开心！大家狂唱歌、疯疯癫癫的。。。有点像taylors buddies.但感觉还是有差，也许还没完全了解、认识吧。又或许毕竟他们原本是一帮，而我们是半途参进去的。 （还是我想太多?）

最近我们都常在一起，上课/午餐都坐一起。。。其他同学都开始用异样的眼光看我们三位。故意要到后排和他们一起坐，我会觉得很不自然。因为平时我们都坐前排。这样的改变会引起了其他‘小人’同学的注意和闲话。所以我都会尽量避免。因为我比较喜欢顺其自然。。。其实槟城的那几位都不错的，就只是不喜欢因为和他们在一起而被说闲话的感觉。 究竟是我想太多？还是我对utar 生都有戒心？咳。。。算了啦。。。不如和你们分享一些生日的照片。

PArt time job

There is a part time job in Xenri Japense Restaurant in KL.

Offers:
1 hour – RM 7.
Only work at weekends.
Saturday – from 6pm – 11pm
Sunday – 12pm-3pm and 6-pm-11pm

Due to the promotion now, there is seriously lack of workers. They need part time workers immediately. Since my aunt works at there currently, so she is introducing me for this part time job. But I’m still confusing that whether want to accept it? Anyone can give me some opinion?

Reasons for confusing:
1.Worrying not enough time for my study and assignments
2. If I accept it, I can’t go back to hometown as I like during weekends.
3. Not enough rest, will sick easily again.

Reasons that I want to accept:
1. Can earn some pocket money (since the pay is very high).
2. Can gain new knowledge (about Japanese food and culture) and know new friends.
3. New challenge for me in another stage of life.


Confusing............................................................